I was talking to a friend a few minutes ago about university and life as a college student. Complaining about the amount of workload we have (and how we procrastinate every single day) and how we envy high school students and how easy it all was just a few months ago. I walk by my old high school sometimes and as I see new students I think to myself, "You have no idea how lucky you are to still be in high school".
We also talked about how people usually say that the college years are the best years of our lives. It's my third month, I know, but... I'm not feeling it. Probably because people who say that are people who spend their college life in a dorm room. I don't. I've met people that I like, but I won't be able to consider them friends or just go out with them like I do with my group of friends for a very long time.
I probably could feel this way if I was the party girl type. I'm not. I prefer staying in and reading or going out to a friend's house with other friends rather than going out to some club or some place of the sort. I don't have the "academic spirit". Not yet, at least. I never got drunk and I honestly doubt that it's going to happen anytime soon. Not that I want to get drunk and puke all over the street and be classy like that. But it seems like that's the way people enjoy their college years and the best years of their lives.
I'm not feeling it.
I know what you mean. dyinggggggggggggggggggggggg
ReplyDeleteI still would never go back to high school. I needed this change, wanted this change so badly. It wasn't what I expected but I got here and so I'm going to deal with it or I'll never be happy because I'll constantly want to be 3 months in the future.
I do think I need to go out more though. Just for the experience since I really don't allow myself to have much down time besides the net.
I hope it changes for you though. If there's an option of dorming, do it. It's taught me so much.(: