College is killing me

I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work.

I have to.

I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work.

I've considered buying speeds just to keep up.

You tease me because I have so much work and you don't. Well, you're a quiter. At least I'm not.

I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work.

I'm sick of this. I want to leave.

Things I hate #4

Crying when you're not next to me.

Things I hate #3

Losing physical memories forever.

Things I hate #2

I mostly fear routine even though I constantly live by it and even though I've constantly lived by it for... well, ever. I know there's no way I can ever get past it, so I try not to think about it.

But I'm one of the lucky people out there who has a little something that makes her a little happy every day and when I don't get it (which is rare, but still, it happens) I go mental. I get angry because I don't get it. See, I like it all scheduled. I start to get angry even if I don't get my little happy thing in time. Not in time, but at the time in which I usually get it.

Maybe I'm just an attention-seeking bitch.

Things I hate #1

I really hate it when people are constantly reminding me of stuff I've agreed to or stuff I have to do. I got it the first time. I don't need to be reminded every single hour that I have to meet with you the next day for a group work. Twice.